im just so tired of feeling useless, and being alone.
im tired of feeling sad all the time
tired of hating myself
tired of never being good enough
im just tired of being me
Yeah, my laptop actually died. I had the IT desk at school check it out and it's not a BIOS problem, probably something to do with my CPU because it was just getting old.
I did order a new laptop (thank goodness for savings right?) so I should be getting that early next week.
Then I'll just have to transfer the important stuff off of my hardrive and I'll be back to normal.
It wasnt just my battery.
Troubleshooting it myself using the internet hasnt come up with anything that fixes it. It's probably something to do with my BIOS, but I'm having no luck figuring it out.
I'll take it to some tech support place in town tomorrow to see if they can fix it, or even if it's worth fixing at this point since my hardrive is fine and I can save all of the files that i need.
Honestly, I've had this laptop for six years, and even though I'm really attached to it, an upgrade (especially one for school) wouldn't be the worst thing in the world.
My laptop's battery has officially died.
So I'll be without a computer for LJ stuff until the replacement battery gets here next week.
Not sure how much this will actually affect me, but i thought you all should know.
i mean i was going anyway but now i've officially been admitted to all three schools i applied to. :D
now i just wait to hear about scholarships then I choose which one to actually go to.
I'm freaking 18 years old today
To be honest it's kind of weird.